Shit!

After today's feedback, there's only one word I want to say .

"Shit!"

Yes, I know company's economic condition is not very good this year.
Yes, I know I'm the freshman of company.
Yes, I know the rule this time is stricter than before.

But I couldn't accept the result you give me!!!

Just because the serious economic condition.
Only for I'm a new one.
Only for the stricter rule this time.
So I should get 3 when other 80% person get 4 at the same time?!
So there's only "Sorry" for the reasons?!
So you said again and again that 3 doesn't mean I'm not good for my work.

How can I accept it?!!!!!

It was said for some times that "CS & ES"(customer satisfaction & employee satisfaction) are the key words now, and it's very important for out company.
But now I have to say that I can not satisfy!

At the end of last year, when we take the feedback of bonus.
You said I'm a freshman, so there's a little of the bonus of 08F1as encourage.
Yes, I agree it and accept it.
But this time why the reason is still the same?!
I'm a new one that I can't get a good evaluation?!
I'm a new one that I should accept the unfair result?!
I'm a new one that you can forget my hardwork?!

Oh! Shit!!!

Salary raise is not very important for me.
I know I'm new, without enough experience.
So I work hard and learn more.
Have you even seen it?!
Why it seems to be so easy to give me the low evaluation?!
Why?!
I just want a encourage for my hardwork.
Is it so hard for you?!

I don't know your thinking, and I can not understand you.
Well, I have to say I'm so disappointed for it!
Shit!!!